July 2011
20 posts
hahahah!! for real lmao
hahahah. are we friends on facebook? lmao
Snorting, smoking, shooting up
Drinking till I’m long past drunk
Trying to get that same euphoric feeling
Without which, life, I can’t quite deal with
Discretion parts with ease
Impulses take over,
With fearlessness I’m seized
Senses numbed past consciousness
Settling in is carelessness
The possibilities tonight are endless
Without it all,
To pieces I fall
My vision of existence
Blurs further into shattered pieces
Just trying to hold onto
A part of what’s real
So that someday soon
Once again I might feel
“I dream of lost vocabularies that might express some of what we no longer can.” — oh so true, and eloquently put
So even though this is like 2 months later, I don’t think I ever did day #12! So, I’m going to recommend http://whatbitcheslove.tumblr.com/. It’s super funny, and true. And who doesn’t like to hear about what bitches love?!
Let me just say,
I love you.
And ‘love’ means a lot to me,
Kind of like you.
Let me just say,
You’ve always been there for me.
Through the good and the bad,
You’ve been my rock.
Let me just say,
You mean the world to me.
You’ve changed my life
Like I never thought possible.
Let me just say,
You’ve taught me how to trust.
Reaffirmed my hope,
That not everyone will let me down.
Let me just say,
Being your friend is a privilege.
A privilege I hold dearly,
And am thankful for everyday.
Let me just say,
I love you.
Why can’t you hear me?
I’m calling out for help
Desperate cries for attention
The world on my shoulders
Struggling to break free
From this nightmare I’m living
One day
Turns into the next
As life passes me by
All I needed was you,
By my side,
To comfort and reassure
But I rarely get
What I want
And even less often,
What I need
Why can’t you hear me?

