Word Epiphany

Dear Sarah,
I know you’re not doing too well right now. But you’re hanging in there, stay strong. Just put yourself out there once in awhile. Meet new people and live life to the fullest. Have new experiences and keep moving forward. Never look back.
Love,

Intoxicated with
Seraphine drugs,
Butterflies renounce
Their dreams
In favor of
A bleaker tomorrow
Delusions of grandeur,
An affliction known
Only to those
Inebriate of
Grenadine wishes
And sapphire ambitions
Divine valves
Of attention
Shut by
Delirious vision
Extraordinary meaning
Entitled to perish
With gossamer
Immortality

Infinitely lessening
Velvet curtain of deception covers the truth
Insecurity peaks at a moment of weakness
But you’re never gone
Corners of my mind
Hide conscious thoughts
I must cover for sanity
Memories of what was
And what never will be
Replaced by a superior model
Of the same happy emotions
Therein lies the root of
My greatest fears